israel

a short (albeit unjust) recap of my trip to israel. in short, it was the best trip of my entire life.

                                                                                                                                                              

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i wont give up


When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
Still looking up.

I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

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apologies


Yesterday he said my eyes
Were fading fast away
I said well what do you expect
You asked me not to stay
and if it had all been for the best
I wouldn’t feel this way
And he said

Oh he said it’s crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don’t wanna fight this war
It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies

My love is like a blanket
That gets a little bit too warm sometimes
I wanna wrap somebody in it
Who can hold me in his arms
Cause when it got a little too hot in there
He was always stepping out for air and he froze
Oh he froze

He said it’s crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don’t wanna fight this war
It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies

Yesterday he looked at me
With a tear in his eye and said
I’ll always tell you you’re my friend
I hope i don’t have to lie
Cause it’s clear you love another man
I said you’re damn right

And he said
He said it’s crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don’t wanna fight this war
It’s amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies

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in your eyes

love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don’t like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
the heat I see in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes

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into the mystic by van morrison


We were born before the wind
Also younger than the sun
Ere the bonnie boat was won as we sailed into the mystic
Hark, now hear the sailors cry
Smell the sea and feel the sky
Let your soul and spirit fly into the mystic

And when that fog horn blows I will be coming home
And when the fog horn blows I want to hear it
I don’t have to fear it

And I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And magnificently we will flow into the mystic

When that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows I got to hear it
I don’t have to fear it

And I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And together we will flow into the mystic
Come on girl…

Too late to stop now…

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hammock

cool new economically and environmentally sustainable hammock company i stumbled upon today. would love to get one.

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everything you’ll ever be

beautiful i watch you try
to see yourself through others’ eyes
but mirrors are illusion games
they only show you backwards anyway
magic and the misery
come and go so easily
everything you’ll ever be
you already are to me

when you were only 5 years old
playing princess in your father’s clothes
could you feel me standing next to you
with my plastic crown and playground shoes
saying if my dear i’m wrong somehow
if dragons come and fail me now
everything you’ll ever be
you already are to me

why? i don’t know why
i don’t know why you think you need to do it
how? i don’t know how
i don’t know how but i just sit back
and i see my way right through it

when the memories stand 10 ft tall
casting shadows on your bedroom wall
when you pull the shades and kill the light
will you hear me singing out tonight?
will you hear me singing out tonight?

days are long and words are cruel
but they wont get the best of you
’cause everything you’ll ever be
you already are to me
everything you’ll ever be
you’ve always been to me

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love is a verb

love is a verb
it ain’t a thing
it’s not something you own
it’s not something you screen

when you show me love
i dont need your words
ya, love ain’t a thing
love is a verb
love ain’t a thing
love is a verb

love ain’t a crutch
it ain’t an excuse
no you can’t get through love
on just a pile of IOU’s

love ain’t a drug
despite what you’ve heard
love ain’t a thing
love is a verb
love ain’t a thing
love is a verb

so you gotta show show show me
show show show me
show show show me
that love is a verb

love ain’t a thing
love is a verb
love ain’t a thing
love is a verb

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my dear, we’re

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succumbing

  
  
  
  
  

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a wandering heart

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

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the stuff that resonates

  
  
  
  
  
  

 

  
  

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in the city

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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autumn

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

 

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the last few days

  

      

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

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